I have been having this nightmere?

Your dream will have various meanings for different people. Look at the people in your dream because they are usually parts of you. The animus and the anima...Male and female. If you dream of a male then that is the masculine part of you. What type of feeling does this person represent to you? Animals are instinctual. Are you afraid of monkeys? What are your feelings about monkeys? Cars are our transportation, but you would be the car. If you are in the driver's seat then you are in control of the situation, if not then things are out of control. When some one dies then whoever you dreamed about is usually a part of you you either want to go away or don't want to leave. It sounds to me there is some insecurity in you. Validate yourself everyday because this is the only way to get over insecurity.