I need help finding a bra?

I'm a 30 DDD/E (I've been measured within the last week and I always come out this size). I just can't find any cute bras. I HATE lace and bows but don't want anything monchromatic and matronly. I'd love to get a nice bra with a pattern. I see lots of bras that I love but they are always too small for me. I should mention that I am 19 and have am drawn to teenaged bras. I am not overweight and have recently lost weight and my are still this big. Please don't suggest Victoria's secrets (they don't carry my size), or a department store. I have been to more langerie stores than I can count and can never find anything. Right now I only have one bra and really need another one. Any ideas would be welcome (especially names of stores)?